NOBODY BUT YOU

I'm not the type that usually hate life. but i never said i never did. oh whatever. but sometimes you just really hate it when people just don't care what you say to them or never being supportive with what you said. especially to those people that you really expect to be supportive with what you are telling or saying. i just don't get it. what is it so difficult for them to be supportive to me?

i know they are not like other people but sometimes it hurts me a knowing that i can't share things with them. not that i can's share things literally with them. it just on certain thing that you really looking forward them saying "oh, that's a good idea" or "ok..as long as you love doing it". what's wroong with just those words??

is it so hard to hear those things from them? i know maybe they just wanna be frank with you with how they actually feel about it. but..who am i suppose to turn to if it was not to them? it different when you talk to them and when you talk to others. the way the conversation goes is really different.

i don't why this bothers e so much? maybe it has happened so many times already that sometimes i went off ranging saying they never be suportive to me. maybe on certain things. but i know they are always there for me regarless what happens. certain things had happened in my life that have proved to me, there's nobody to can turn to except them. haih...

you know what no matter what, i still love them and i won't trade them for anything in this world. even 'tho sometimes it upsets me so much or most of the time, i know there are nobody better than them. i know i couldn't get mad for so long to them. just gimme 5 minutes and i know we will peace things out as quick as a lightning bolt.

I LOVE YOU MAMA & AYAH <3