Thursday, 12 March 2009

FRIENDS OR FOE?

Sometimes i just don't get certain people escpecially the ones that are close to you. You always thought they are the ones who understand you d most. But turns out you were wrong. In simpler words, you just can't stop getting on my nerves. why ar? Like i said, you always give unwanted comments that i couldn't care less to listen to.The problem is, i think you have a case of envy towards me. I have no idea what is your problem. You complainted that others condemmed you but have you ever realised that you are condemming me?

First it was my shoes, the it was my handbags then its my shirt and my taste my entertainment..and what's next? Look, i never condemmed in any ways. Even if i was trying to pass a negative comment, i know i'll do it a proper way. Even if i'm already use to ur "attitude" but doesn't mean that you can act like that with me all the time. I know we are tide, but at some point i think you don'even care to take care of how i actually feel. You said that you have no place you tell your heart out. There certain things that only you could tell me. Hmm..darling i don't think so. I think i know you less and even more less now.

I am not forcing you to tell me things that you don't wanna tell me. I'm fine with it. Even 'tho not 100% but at least i'm not forcing you to. Honey, as long as i can bare with your judgement and condemming you will only see me nodding and synically smiling. I won't say a word just to get "even" with you. I know the line between hurting people that you couldn't care less and hurting people that you not worth losing.

But know this, i hope if one day i'm gone from your life, you will realize how mush i've been there for you. But if you don't then i guess i was just an idiot.

p/s : I love people that i care about

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