I think you are such a loser. I don't know what it your MF problem but I really think that you are no different from any other people you have been criticizing. I ain't perfect too. I know you too must have been talking about ,e behind my back..no surprise ther 'tho. Face it you're nothing but yet another loser. I know I am. I am such a loser for keeping this to myself and not say it to your face. You know why? Because I know the boundaries of hurting people feelings. Look! I'm the one who had to take the lead in situation like this. Why? because you don't even bother. That's why!! Now that you didn't do your 'homework', you put your blame on me. WTF ??!!!
*emotional dramatic breakdown*
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
Saturday, 14 March 2009
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE !
Ehem ehem..excuse me??! Livingfool?? Hahaha...! In you face!! At your home dude! 4-1 bebeh!! 4-1 !! Hahaha..REDS ARE HOT!! Long live liverpool!! The best game yet!! Hahaha...
NOBODY BUT YOU
I'm not the type that usually hate life. but i never said i never did. oh whatever. but sometimes you just really hate it when people just don't care what you say to them or never being supportive with what you said. especially to those people that you really expect to be supportive with what you are telling or saying. i just don't get it. what is it so difficult for them to be supportive to me?
i know they are not like other people but sometimes it hurts me a knowing that i can't share things with them. not that i can's share things literally with them. it just on certain thing that you really looking forward them saying "oh, that's a good idea" or "ok..as long as you love doing it". what's wroong with just those words??
is it so hard to hear those things from them? i know maybe they just wanna be frank with you with how they actually feel about it. but..who am i suppose to turn to if it was not to them? it different when you talk to them and when you talk to others. the way the conversation goes is really different.
i don't why this bothers e so much? maybe it has happened so many times already that sometimes i went off ranging saying they never be suportive to me. maybe on certain things. but i know they are always there for me regarless what happens. certain things had happened in my life that have proved to me, there's nobody to can turn to except them. haih...
you know what no matter what, i still love them and i won't trade them for anything in this world. even 'tho sometimes it upsets me so much or most of the time, i know there are nobody better than them. i know i couldn't get mad for so long to them. just gimme 5 minutes and i know we will peace things out as quick as a lightning bolt.
I LOVE YOU MAMA & AYAH <3
i know they are not like other people but sometimes it hurts me a knowing that i can't share things with them. not that i can's share things literally with them. it just on certain thing that you really looking forward them saying "oh, that's a good idea" or "ok..as long as you love doing it". what's wroong with just those words??
is it so hard to hear those things from them? i know maybe they just wanna be frank with you with how they actually feel about it. but..who am i suppose to turn to if it was not to them? it different when you talk to them and when you talk to others. the way the conversation goes is really different.
i don't why this bothers e so much? maybe it has happened so many times already that sometimes i went off ranging saying they never be suportive to me. maybe on certain things. but i know they are always there for me regarless what happens. certain things had happened in my life that have proved to me, there's nobody to can turn to except them. haih...
you know what no matter what, i still love them and i won't trade them for anything in this world. even 'tho sometimes it upsets me so much or most of the time, i know there are nobody better than them. i know i couldn't get mad for so long to them. just gimme 5 minutes and i know we will peace things out as quick as a lightning bolt.
I LOVE YOU MAMA & AYAH <3
Thursday, 12 March 2009
FRIENDS OR FOE?
Sometimes i just don't get certain people escpecially the ones that are close to you. You always thought they are the ones who understand you d most. But turns out you were wrong. In simpler words, you just can't stop getting on my nerves. why ar? Like i said, you always give unwanted comments that i couldn't care less to listen to.The problem is, i think you have a case of envy towards me. I have no idea what is your problem. You complainted that others condemmed you but have you ever realised that you are condemming me?
First it was my shoes, the it was my handbags then its my shirt and my taste my entertainment..and what's next? Look, i never condemmed in any ways. Even if i was trying to pass a negative comment, i know i'll do it a proper way. Even if i'm already use to ur "attitude" but doesn't mean that you can act like that with me all the time. I know we are tide, but at some point i think you don'even care to take care of how i actually feel. You said that you have no place you tell your heart out. There certain things that only you could tell me. Hmm..darling i don't think so. I think i know you less and even more less now.
I am not forcing you to tell me things that you don't wanna tell me. I'm fine with it. Even 'tho not 100% but at least i'm not forcing you to. Honey, as long as i can bare with your judgement and condemming you will only see me nodding and synically smiling. I won't say a word just to get "even" with you. I know the line between hurting people that you couldn't care less and hurting people that you not worth losing.
But know this, i hope if one day i'm gone from your life, you will realize how mush i've been there for you. But if you don't then i guess i was just an idiot.
p/s : I love people that i care about
First it was my shoes, the it was my handbags then its my shirt and my taste my entertainment..and what's next? Look, i never condemmed in any ways. Even if i was trying to pass a negative comment, i know i'll do it a proper way. Even if i'm already use to ur "attitude" but doesn't mean that you can act like that with me all the time. I know we are tide, but at some point i think you don'even care to take care of how i actually feel. You said that you have no place you tell your heart out. There certain things that only you could tell me. Hmm..darling i don't think so. I think i know you less and even more less now.
I am not forcing you to tell me things that you don't wanna tell me. I'm fine with it. Even 'tho not 100% but at least i'm not forcing you to. Honey, as long as i can bare with your judgement and condemming you will only see me nodding and synically smiling. I won't say a word just to get "even" with you. I know the line between hurting people that you couldn't care less and hurting people that you not worth losing.
But know this, i hope if one day i'm gone from your life, you will realize how mush i've been there for you. But if you don't then i guess i was just an idiot.
p/s : I love people that i care about
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